The X Files
Ever watched 'The X Files'? It's a series that deals with extraterrestrials and paranormals with two Agents from the FBI trying to prove their existance.
I've always loved watching this show. It makes you wonder and think a lot throughout the episodes, but what I also think adds an extra touch to the show is the relationship between Mulder and Scully.
These two start of as partners. Scully was sent to spy on Mulder and to report back to his superiors, but with time, she got to know him better, and even though for a lot of seasons, she did not believe in alians or UFO's, and prefers explaining everything with science, she still backed him off, and was always there for his support. They both didn't have to express their feelings, because they truely believed that if one was in need, the other would do the impossible. It's not necessarily a romantic feeling that exists between the two, but they both care about each other so deeply that they would sacrifice everything for the other. In the last season, everyone wonders whether the two fall in love. I believe that what they have, is far more stronger than love. True they have their ups and downs, they woud argue sometimes, and be good friends some other times, but would anything drift them apart? No! Would they never be there if someone was in desperate need? No! With love, it's so easy for the couple to have a fight, and soon things become weird between the two, and in some time, they wouldn't even talk. Or maybe that's the type of love that exists nowadays. I guess we've all become more self centred, so a relationship such as that between Mulder and Scully, doesn't really exist, and if so, they're just a few.
I'm looking forward to watching the last season again. I've seen most of the episodes, but it's been such a long time that I need them to refresh my memory. I've always had a little crush on Mulder when I was younger, and unti this day, I still like him! I love the way he looks at Scully, I love the way he smiles.
*Right, here's me again, living in my own world lol*
Posted by Noors at 11:59 PM
Out of reach
Another song that I really like,
Out of reach, Gabrielle
"Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool
Chorus
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be
Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok
Chorus
But I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be
Bridge
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you
Chorus
And know I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be
Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach,
I can see
There’s a life out there for me"
Posted by Noors at 1:53 PM
Fighter
I'm in love with this song, lol. Strong words, from someone who would never let anyone mess around with her. Girl Power!
Christina Aguilera - Fighter
"After all you put me through
You'd think I'd dispise you
But in the end I wanna thank you 'Cause you made that much stronger
Well I thought I knew you, thinking that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff, time is up'cause I've Had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do,
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you'cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighte
roh oh oh, ooh yeah yeah yeah, uh uh
Never saw it coming,
All of your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I'd realized your game
I heard you're going round
Playin' the victim now
But don't even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame 'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes your wanting to HURT me
But that won't work anymore, no more, uh uh, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you'cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I know
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll seeYOU WON'T STOP ME
I am a fighter and I (fighter and I)I ain't gon stop (I ain't gon stop)
There is no turning back
I'VE HAD ENOUGH
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget but I
I remember
Yes, I remember
I'll remember
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter"
Posted by Noors at 1:40 PM
Counting your blessings
I was just going through an old addition of my 'health and fitness' magazine, instead of studying for my final which is tomorrow if it matters at all, lol, and I came this article which I hadn't seen before which is so similar to my earlier post.
" Want to boost your happiness? Try writing down three things that went well in your life at the end of each day, whether it's a job promotion or a meal at a favourite restaurant. Next to the entry, note why you think these things went well. 'The exercise (called The Three Blessings) has been scientifically proven to help most people reduce depression and increase happiness.'
I've been doing it lately, I try and sit with myself and remember even the smallest thing that put a smile on my face on that particular day, and I must say that it is helping me a lot. It honestly shows you that there's a lot to life than we can ever imagine...
*Right, I should seriously concentrate now and study, though my vision is all blurry today so I've had a headache all day trying to focus on anything*
Posted by Noors at 11:53 AM
Gratitude
In this hectic lives that we lead, we start to build hopes and big dreams, sometimes we dream too much that when we fail to get what we deeply want, we get dissapointed and many times hit bottom rock, and we fail to see a lot of blessings that surround us because we are tunnel-visioned towards that one dream.
Do you ever bother to look at the sky when it's raining? The drops of rain bring life back to earth. Did you ever bother look at the reflection of light against the water while it's raining? The feeling you get when the drop of rain touches your skin? Aren't they all little blessings?
A comment from someone who cares about you. A sweet gesture from a complete stranger, a good hour of exercise, a piece of chocolate, a smile from a child, helping someone who was in deseperate need for a a shoulder to cry on...
Why do we fail to acknowledge these blessings? Why do we get so discouraged because we can't get what we dream of and believe that life has lost it's sweet taste, with only bitterness ahead of us?
I sat today with myself, I started counting my blessings for the day, and all of a sudden, I felt well from the inside. I figured, if I had at least one thing everyday to be thankful for, then that means that I'm very fortunate.
"A grateful person is a powerful person, for gratitude generates power. All abundance is based is based on being grateful for what we have.
"You always, always, always have something to be thankful for".
Posted by Noors at 10:20 AM
