Right, talk about staying home in the morning all alone lol.
I was supposed to be studying hard, focusing on my book and concentrating as I start my end of rotation exams tomorrow.
See I can get really crazy sometimes, and today morning, I thought I'd listen to my own advice about 'letting it all our of your system' lol. So I started punching and kicking my punching bag so hard, and I kept going on and on and on hehe. I must admit it was fun, and since I can't go to the gym until my exams are over, this is my alternative way of making myself feel better, and it felt SO GOOD that I couldn't stop myself.
Silly me, my hands were swollen up a bitand red, nothing too bad but it's still there lol, looks better now, but I might end up with a bruise or two, and I'm supposed to examine a patient tomorrow in front of my doc, LOL, what is she gonna think if the bruises were too obvious? She'll probably go like, this girl is nuts! :P
*Someone keep this punching bag away from me!!* lol
Posted by Noors at 1:56 AM
let it out...
I heard this expression today, "it is always important to find your way of expressing your bottled up emotions".
A lot of us have our own ways of letting it all out of our system. Throughout this life, we go through many downhills, we get hit real hard and life never fails to throw various shocks right to our faces. It then depends on how you choose to react to those experiences, and how to connect with your inner soul and reach a zone of acceptance for whatever is going on.
If you keep everything burried deep inside, how long would it take before it just gets too much for you to take anymore? I guess it will eventually get to you and all will be revealed, not in a healthy way though. And yet, eventhough we do realize the importance of facing our problems, we tend to live in denial to save ourselves from the pain it would inflict if we're to deal with it.
We all go through our own individual experiences, and it is through our experiences that we learn to deal with our innermost worries. For some of us it takes a little longer to get there, and some of us need the help of those around us to find our way of dealing with it.
In short, let it out, don't keep it all inside, get it out before it starts eating you and sucking your soul from the inside out...
*lol I got the idea of this post from an episode of scrubs that I was just watching!*
Posted by Noors at 12:43 PM
Surrender...
Here are a few lyrics which I like for all of you love suckers out there lol,
"I can't pretend anymore
That I'm not affected, I'm not moved
I can't lie to myself thatI'm not always thinking of you
You make me strong
You show me I'm not weak to fall in love
When I thought I'd never need
Now I can't get enough
I always made it on my own
I always thought that
I would keep control
You changed everything I believe in
And now I just can't fight this feeling
BabyI raise my hands and I surrender
'Cause your love is too strong
And I can't go on
Without your tender arms around me
I raise my hands and I surrender
I don't wanna resist'cause your touch and your kiss
Have shattered my defenses
I surrenderI have to admit that I
I never thought I'd need someone this way
Cause you opened my eyes
So that II can see so much more
I always made it on my own
I always thought thatI would keep control
You changed everything I believe in
And now I just can't fight this feeling
BabyI raise my hands and I surrender
'Cause your love is too strong
And I can't go on
Without your tender arms around me
I raise my hands and I surrender
I don't wanna resist'cause your touch and your kiss
Have shattered my defenses
I surrender
I surrender to this feeling in my heart
I surrender to the safety of your arms
To the touch of your lips
To the taste of your kisses
I raise my hands and I surrender
'Cause your love is too strong
And I can't go onWithout your tender arms around me
I raise my hands and I surrender
I don't wanna resist'cause your touch and your kiss
Have shattered my defenses
I surrender
I raise my hands and I surrender
'Cause your love is too strong
And I can't go on
Without your tender arms around me
I surrender
I can't pretend anymore
I can't lie to myself
That I'm not always thinking of you"
It's a lovely song I must say!
Posted by Noors at 10:52 AM
Castles in the sky..
Some more lyrics, something to think about...
"Do you ever question your life,
Do you ever wonder why?
Do you ever see in your dreams,
All the castles in the sky.
Oh tell me why, do we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why, all the castles way up high,
Please tell me why, d
o we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why, all the castles way up high."
Posted by Noors at 12:50 PM
Stronger...
I really like this song by sugababes, it's called 'stronger'. The lyrics and the words are touching, and really express my inner feelings those past few days,
"I’ll make it through the rainy days
I’ll be the one who stands here longer than the rest
When my landscape changes, rearranges
I’ll be stronger than I’ve ever been
No more stillness, more sunlight,
Everything’s gonna be alright
I know that there’s gonna be a change
Better find your way out of your fear
If you wanna come with me
Then that’s the way it’s gotta be
I’m all alone and finallyI’m getting stronger
You’ll come to see
Just what I can be
I’m getting stronger
Sometimes I feel so down and out
Like emotion that’s been captured in a maze
I had my ups and downs
Trials and tribulations,
I overcome it day by day,
Feeling good and almost powerful
A new me, that’s what I’m looking for
[bridge][chorus]
I didn’t know what I had to do
I just knew I was alone
People around meBut they didn’t care
So I searched into my soul
I’m not the type of girl that will let them see her cry
It’s not my styleI get by
See I’m gonna do this for me".
Posted by Noors at 10:54 AM
