I've been too emotional those last couple of days...
Gym classes started today, I think I needed it badly, I felt a lot better as soon as I walked in there..
I wish I could get out of my room, and just drive around, go somehwere where I can scream from the top of my lungs, just for the sake of doing it..
Posted by Noors at 8:41 AM
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this is totally none of my business - what's stopping you?
My sanity I guess, lol!! i'm crazy enough as it is!
your sanity is within your hands. you're just letting whatever it is get to you. you should learn to let go and immerse yourself with things that enjoy - apart from your line of work. hobbies (not sport related), listen to music you really like especially which lifts your spirits. watch sitcoms. watch comedies. i read somewhere that you can actually forget what it is that brings you down if you think about something that lifts your spirits for half an hour everyday. anything. anyone. its within your mind.
I beleive that too, that we can be in control if we just work really hard on it. Easier said than done but definitly not impossible.
I have been doing what you said. Listen to the music I like, watch the new season of er, reading an interesting novel, andddd exercised today, which did made me feel a lot better.
I think we all go through those phases of ups and downs, it'll pass through, eventually!
well..
you have your ways of dealing with such things in your life as do I. And that should never throw either of us off course to the goal in mind.
And it is true that we all have our ups and downs. But it is how much we appreciate the good AND the bad - because remember: the bad is also what you makes who you are just as much as the good.
as for the passing through phase kind of thing, well..
well..? aha? What about the passing through?
The good and the bad both define you, true, or should i say, more like how you deal with that bad that matters.
All I'm saying is, I guess it's just normal to have some moments when you're down, it would be abnormal to be chirpy and hyper all the time lol, too exhausting i guess hehe.
the passing through phase is a bit too private to be put here. so I will keep it to myself.
and i find that being happy always isn't bad at all. in fact i would gladly welcome it with a open arms.
so i don't think it is nerdy at all..
If only those demons called thoughts were easily kicked away ha!
I hope you get to be happy..
I know I will be fine once I catch up with my workout!
"If only those demons called thoughts were easily kicked away ha!" << what was that for?
sob story aside, things will be as they will always be unless we make a move.
and from the looks of it your workout needs to catch up with you and not the other way around.
"If only those demons called thoughts were easily kicked away ha!" << what was that for?
That was supposed to be a joke lol
doesn't seem to me that you have any problems whatsoever - emotional or otherwise.
you wouldn't happen want to explain what these 'problems' are/were would you?
and i say this because you seem too chirpy (in a positive sense that is)
Nothing in particular,
Things at uni, something I heard today, lack of proper sleep, that sort of thing, eventually you just get tired I guess
there was this one time where i had slept only 8 hours in 4 whole days because i was busying myself with lauching my book and getting in touch with other people for other things and being busy with my article and i was pushing myself more and more and i thought i would go for the full fledge of it all and it worked out alright even though by the end of it all i was as dead as a piece of wooden log but i didn't get sick, i didn't get hurt, i didn't lose on any sleep and best of all - lol - no one knew.
It feels good that after pushing yourself towards your goal, you finally get there doesnt' it?
Makes you forget all the hard work and everything in life becomes possible right then!
not everything in life. but yes, possibly what i was pushing for, sure. just not as much as i had hoped for.
in my case i didn't care if i was going to get sick because at that point it would all be to a certain cause and i know God would be on my side either way.
but God doesn't always show you the road - he wants you to think for yourself.
And I thought 15 different people had commented to this post ... LOL!
Noors ... kickbox that punchbag of yours and pass out for 10 hours straight. You'll be awesomely fresh and happy tomorrow morning. :)
I'm feeling better already, the exercise is working well for me.
It's not a closed circle btw, I'm getting to know more people everyday, and it's so relaxing to just sit and chat after the class, lol
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